Music ♥

So maybe by watchin my banner u already knew I was in love with music. Its my dream to become a singer/songwriter so I put alot of effort in it. I write alot but lately since I was so busy with school I didnt had alot time for it.. But here are some of my shorttexts I write every now & then ...

I miss you.

Even though we see each other on the daily,

we talk on the daily, I miss you.

You are not the person who you once were to me ..

You dont do the things you used to do,

you're not even the person anymore who I thought was you.

I miss your cute lil smile & I miss your way of actin around me.

Its crazy how something so little & insecure could become this strong,

thats why I dont get it how it could end up this wrong.

Yess I've made mistakes that I cant make up excuses for

& I did some things that I just cant ignore

but baby, I swear you're the last thing on my mind
& you make me wanna forget about all that happened before.*

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We going on and on through history

Everday wonderin what could've been

Wonderin why we each decided to go our own way

Why we didnt even talk to eachother anymore

Why you just couldnt stay

I vowed i would never let myself get hurt

I vowed that i would back up when situations

Get a wrong turn

But after all I've been through now, thats the

Least of my concern.

Day by day, your name pops up

In my head, on the road, in a magazine

& All i could think about is what could've been

In my dreams, i see you

Every song reminds me of you

I know we had our history

& some thing arent just meant to be

But I know one thing thats true you see

Thats you & me. ♥

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I need you to be my brightest light, when my days seems so dark.

I need you to be shinin star on a cold lonely night.

I do not only need you to be the man in my life, I need you to consider me as your best friend as I consider u as mine.

I need you to look beside you & see who's walkin next to you.

I need you to see that I see you as an equal, my other half, my right hand.

I need you to see what I see.

I need you to be my up when I'm down.

I need you to be the one standin behind me, so I'll never feel like I'm standin with my back against the wall.

I need you to see me as I see you.

& Yess, I NEED - cuz anything I want is not even close to what I need.